My patience is so over.
If there is such thing as a patience meter, it would be showing MAX!
If I could kill you I would.

Geeeessssssss.....
Fuck you!

Life now seems just a little too boring.
I can't feel the Chinese New Year spirit around.
What is wrong?

You said to me the other day that you are scared to jump off the cliff.
Everyone is scared.
Some people don't dare to fall because they are scared to feel that deep pain inside.
You have someone who jumped and is now waiting to catch you.
Close your eyes and feel it inside.
That special someone will always be there to catch you when you are ready to fall.

Today I dyed my hair.
I'm loving the colour so much but my hair feels dry.
Satisfied satisfied.

This new year's resolution:
Get another tattoo, make sure my hair grows long and score in exams.
I want a tattoo with all my family members name combined and make into a heart shape.
Curl my hair once its long.
Get a near to 4.0 CGPA.
=)

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Standing just where you want me to
P.S. I Love you

I'm currently staying back in Ipoh.
Hate my Kampar life.
Although I get to see you everyday, it's still not the same.
It's too late to regret.
I'm at your place now and you went out.
Now I'm wondering what you are doing.
Still waiting for you to come back.

College life is better now since I've finally found the right people to hang out with.
They are always so noisy and happy.
Makes me awake in class.
It's a good thing.

I have a godsister but it doesn't feel like anything special anymore.
I guess people change.
Maybe it's better like this.

Watched a play when I went to KL last week.
The title is "The one thing I don't have right now".
It's kinda true actually.
People think that they know what is Love.
Actually not everyone knows how to love.
It's something where you put your feelings into and see what happens.
Good or bad, it's an experience.
Learn from it or keep repeating it.

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Piece of my mind

I am bored that is why I am blogging.
Exams are over and I have too much free time to waste.
Can anyone give me suggestions on what to do to kill time?

My plans for this week.
Play tennis, badminton, HON, Dota, yum cha and sleeping.
I want to watch movies.
Why TGV is showing mostly horror movies now?

Baby is sick.
Get well soon.
*smiles*

Chooi Ting.. When will you be back in Ipoh?
Lets meet up with Mei Hui.
If you see this please contact me or something.

The heartbreaks are over

Sometimes life can be really wonderful.
Sometimes life can be really hard.
At this chapter of my life, everything just came falling down.
Losing everything there is to lose.

Why does life feel so meaningless?
Like as though nothing really matters.

People come and go.
Moving on is hard.
What is there keeping us apart?

Will you catch me when I fall?
Will you ever care again?

Its all in pieces now.